Planting is hard work…every day a little discouragement threatens to pull the carpet out from under your feet. Someone has decided to try out another church…a key leader just imploded…someone has created an unhelpful conflict…giving is down…your sermon was flat (according to your spouse)…the music bombed…your lunch appointment stood you up…when you describe your vision people don’t get it…the plan is not taking root. I get it.
So if you don’t feed your soul you will die a few deaths every day and the result will be ugly. You get cynical, pessimistic, grumpy. You must feed your soul.
St. Augustine gives us a format for soul feeding in the concept of “meditation”. In short, to meditate is analogous to reading a love letter. You tear it open and weigh every word pulling whatever you can to feed on. He called it “the soul’s ascent into God” and identified three steps.
First, retentio. This is the activity of Bible study and getting at the meaning of the text. In retentio you hold the truth of scripture in your mind with clarity. Second, contemplatio. This is “gazing at God through this truth”. What does this tell me about God and how does this truth impact me in terms of how I am or should be living? Third, dilectio. This is the practice of paying attention to a little spark of joy that comes through the first two steps and fanning that into full flame. Jonathan Edwards preferred the term “religious affections”…having affections for God. Luther said “the Holy Spirit is preaching to you”, John Owen talks about “relishing and savoring the sweetness of spiritual life”. Joy…food for the soul.
Planters must feed their soul lest they die. Planters must feed their soul lest those around them die. Eat.


